I suppose it’s human to have this need to express your thoughts. It’s probably even very healthy to do so in one way or another. However, I see that human minds are not that different from each other. So what can I write here that was not already said? And is this the purpose, to say something completly new? This is not some scientific paper that needs to be original .
So the goal has to be redefined. Not to write for a demanding and cruel audience, but for one’s self, to record a fraction of my mind as it was today.